Yesterday we sat at an outdoor cafe
for lunch to celebrate the birthday of my husband. Next to us were sitting two
very thick young women. I could not help but heard part of their conversation.
Actually their entire lunch had the same topic: about their obesity and how
they wanted to deal with it. Also how others cope with them. They were both in
therapy and were tired of being encouraged by others while declining a cake,
when their colleagues were eating the delicious pastry. For a moment I thought
I promote the books that I've just read and learned a lot about healthy eating.
But something held me back. They can find their own quest for joy, freedom and
fulfillment.
More people are currently
pessimistic and even depressed; they see no way out of the chaos that is
exhibited in the newspapers on a daily basis, the poverty that overtakes them
now they are fired with the uncertainty of whether they can return to work
soon, the pension that is lower than they had thought, or the prospect that
they have to work several years longer than their parents. All this is part of
the purification that still persists for some time at the beginning of the
Aquarian Age: anything that does not meet love and unity will disintegrate.
But there is hope for those who
want to stand in their own strength and want to break through their unconscious
wrong diet with their own will-power, in addition to therapy and book knowledge:
Mystic Sonia Bos, founder of the
Aquarian Mysticism, held a lecture on Disturbed
eating behavior in 1999:
anorexia, bulimia nervosa, food addiction, which is still very up to date.
Below is a brief description with an introduction to meditation:
“Very deep at the base of anorexia
and bulimia is discontent in men and women, a pattern of self-rejection: not
wanting or being able to live in the material world, which originates in
deep-rooted trauma. The causes and healing of these primeval traumas are
discussed in this lecture. Holistic healing occurs through self-acceptance and
awareness of what life is for: acceptance to use our spirit power in matter.
During the lecture Sonia says as an
introduction to the meditation
Becoming whole: When the healing starts, the external problems solve
naturally, that's the beauty. But if you are not going to the depths, never
really go up to those very deep traumas, you never come to a complete healing,
and then you will remain to pick at the surface. I'm going to try to explain
that. If you do not understand, then just let it come upon you. Together we are
building a huge field in which we provide you that healing. As if you get a
treatment, you should see it like that. In it, we approach that deep core for
all at the same time.
If you still have difficulty in
believing in yourself, you say: ‘It will be true, I am confident, I'm stepping
in it. It is also in me. Bring it on!’ We go to the base where we uproot the
deepest problems. In advance I first build the energy in myself so I can reach
my depth again, otherwise I'm irretrievably lost. I need to go to my deepest,
divine piece of being human, where from that deepest, mystical source in man,
come all the miracles that we can accomplish.
Life is love, because let's face
it, if life was not love, you would not want to live any longer? How often have
you been trying to escape? But then there is something that just reserves you:
love, positivity, creative force, the breath, the spirit, name it as you like
it. To that living power of love, the Universal Love Force, I want to focus
today; I want to focus now for you.
The Universal Love: The
White Rose
You may live. In you I touch the
point of resistance against life and call for the Christ force, the Universal
Love, the White Rose. Just see a White Rose, the Rose of Sharon, which I lay in
your resistance point and you just choose to live, then she will be present:
the Universal Love. I ask for a transformation of my opposition to life. I see
a White Rose...
And every time I'm afraid I cannot
go on, I get another binge or starve myself, I think of the White Rose, the
Universal Love, and find safety in there. Just ask for help, you may ask. Give
yourself permission to ask life for help, the White Rose, the Universal Love,
the self-regenerative capability of life...
Feel at home again, then you have
an anchor in life. So I give you first a buddy. You have chosen for life, we
have touched the resistance in you. Feel yourself safe with your buddy, the
self-regeneration, the Universal Love, Christ, the love, the power of life
which is Love.
When in doubt, in fear, with
feelings of being lost, you can hide there. If you feel troubled: then lie down
in the Rose, pull the leaves as a quilt upon you. Surrender, do not dodge and
put your troubles in the pure positivity and ask for transformation, for
conversion of your troubles. The White Rose is transformation, is
self-regeneration. So are you in your innermost being, but you try to avoid
this, because you came to hate yourself.
Your own highest self is your buddy
now: the pure White Rose. It is anchored in your being, is always with you. She
has a tremendous love force that can settle everything, that transforms. Just
make peace with the buddy on your path, the depths of your own being: the White
Rose...”
In the course of this meditation
Sonia hands you your 13 creative forces and the grounding of your personality,
your soul and spirit here on earth, so you feel fully human again, the one
you're meant to be. And in this way you transform your life. In Dutch available
on CD, MP3 or download Verstoord
eetgedrag (Disturbed eating behavior). Use Translate.Google
