Hearing voices in your head: entities or inner mystical connection

On 3/2/2013, there was an article in the digital version of the Dutch newspaper the Volkskrant, that nearly 1 in 10 people "hear voices" in their head. There is often a traumatic experience preceding. The Dutch Resonance foundation teaches people to handle this.

That this phenomenon regularly occurs is shown by the fact that during lectures, the audience asked mystic Sonia Bos several times for explanations about this topic:

In the lecture Depressie, een zonnige toekomst (Depression, a bright future): "Multiple Personality Disorder (MPD)

Question: As a counselor, I have contact with a young man suffering from MPD (Multiple Personality Disorder). He hears about thirty-five voices of himself, so not from entities. He hardly knows himself, because always one of the sub personalities is boss over him. Can there be more exposure on what MPD really is?

Sonia: The basis of MPD is that the personality is not recognized as the true personality, because this man rejects his deepest being. In his deepest being this man says: "I am not worthy that I live, I am not worthy that I may be here." In totally not accepting himself, he starts a role-playing game with a lot of dualisms inside.

He is prey to the duality, because he does not accept duality in himself. He has a huge craving for the Source, for love and for the flow of that love, but he disapproves himself from his base. Therefore he cannot accept the love in his personality. In fact, this is also the basis of a depression; in case of MPD this goes much further.

This man denies the foundation of his life. He dares hardly see his positivity. He has seen his shadow side and disapproved himself. He has also seen the vast path of the light and he would like to accomplish that. His problem is though, that he cannot integrate both the dark side and the light side in him, in his personality as to be able to come to a total acceptance of life.

If you remain rejecting yourself, you cannot fulfill your life's mission. During the lecture  Verstoord gedrag door zelfafwijzing (Disturbed behavior by self-rejection) Sonia says about psychosis among other things the following: "Self-respect and responsibility: You need to have self-respect to be able to bear responsibility. If you integrate the higher self into your lower self, you should stand in your responsibility. But as a result of your self-rejection you are barely able to do that. You bear no more responsibility, you leave this to the other(s); you've made yourself dependent since a long time.

So there are people who are like this, where disunity can arise. First there is a partial split, schizophrenia, leading to psychosis.

The influence of darkness

Image the aura as a kind of egg, which gets a crack around the solar plexus. In that case we speak of a partial split, then the aura is open. As a result you start to live in the lower part (your lower self) and you have only a small connection to your higher self left. The aura is an egg full of light by which you are protected; but if the aura is open - by that partial split - the darkness affects you.

Because you are insecure, have such a fear of failure, so little self-confidence etcetera, the dark forces - the entities - begin to effect the personality. The hearing of voices is associated with the beginning of psychosis.

The voices begin to trick you. You get promptings and commands from the entities, which get you in their power and lead you astray. You don’t depend on your husband then, nor on a guru, but you are depending on entities, which slowly but surely suck out your life; they grudge you the light in your eyes, since they are part of the darkness.

Loss of sense of reality

If that influence continues long enough, and you have no more realism left, you can get a psychosis. For the further the aura opens, the less reality you can feel. A strong egg of light gives a sense of the proper reality, while a leaking egg no longer provides this. If you continue to lose realism and darkness keeps on giving you delusions, illusions and delusional assignments, you are going completely downhill. You then enter the psychosis and end up in an mental hospital. The first psychosis can perhaps be taken care of, but after the second or third one you end up in an institution.

All this may be possible when the self-rejection is ingrained deep enough and a man absolutely allows no talents any longer and begins to shield anything that is higher, including responsibility. In that case you end up psychotic, as the ultimate expression of the rejection of yourself.

Even if you do not stand up for yourself, you must sometimes be rock-hard and approach the entities in their own language: "And now you fuck off and get the hell out of here!" Because if you continue in that pattern and you harden through, you loose your reality feelings, which leads you directly to a one way admission in a mental hospital.

Spiritual healing

Once you're into the mental home, it depends on whether you are well taken care of or eventually, if this goes on far enough, you end up in insanity. Of course there are still many stages in between, but you are increasingly loosing your self-esteem and self-confidence. Your family life gets disrupted and so on; very little remains of you. Then there should be pretty professional forces or rather spiritual healers who besides medication can still keep you going, who perhaps can reach you through that trauma that led to the schizophrenia.

Finally, a total light being healing, an integration of your light beings is needed. There are some meditation cd’s/mp3’s available in Dutch with such a meditation. Ask for guidance so you can work with this in a proper way."

In the same lecture, the question is asked: "I have a very deep fear of life. What does this tell me?

The emergence of deep angst

Sonia: This means that, at the deepest level there is such a deeply primal trauma ingrained in you, that you cannot live anymore. This is not just an anxiety of past lives or todays fear. That true, deep angst arose when the spark of life was to be a stand-alone life spark. It is this primal trauma ingrained on the deepest level. You can only get through this by a full re-creation of the personality akasha, then a complete re-creation of the soul akasha and a complete re-creation of the divine akasha and then focus on the re-creation of the spark of life.

Choose life at the level of the spark of life

When we go into meditation (in Dutch on CD) at the level of the spark of life, you say: "I choose life"; with that you cut off the legs of the chair of self-rejection in you. Each self-rejection is ultimately related to this deepest self-rejection.

It is necessary to say: "I choose this." You have your free will, simply because you are born with it. "I choose to live and I claim to break through this trauma that gives me this fear of life." In that energy, the legs under the seat of this rejection pattern are cut off. It will take some time before you are released, but you do have hit the core and that needs to be done only just once. Then you proceed with high speed. This simmers life long, but you're young, you can finish it nicely in this life. If only you dare to give yourself the benefit of the doubt."

Medium

A medium works through entity guidance, so hears voices and can thus transmit messages from the other side. There are also people who hear voices because they may or may not be in contact with a guide or a master. The mediumship is gradually phased out, because in the Age of Aquarius every human being now has the ability himself to turn inwards to his higher consciousness.

"The mystical connection

If the inner mystical connection to the Source of Life within you is open, then there is that inner voice. No, it’s not a voice, an inner whisper. Hearing voices belong to entities. Then an inner movement comes in the mirror of your mind from which you can draw inspiration, from which you can give lectures and where you can find your inner guidance.

In your inner self you’ll find: the guidance of the source, the divine guidance; the guidance of the Christ; the guidance of the Masters of Love and Wisdom and the guidance of the Universal World Government. In you is a direct line up to the highest source.

If you learn to work from there, you can integrate an ever-higher consciousness within yourself. Then you can bring more and more inspiration in your understanding to wisdom and you will grow into a totally enlightened human. This way, the inner enlightening, the inner self-realization, is the path to the realization of really good connections with society. Because then you are being able to check what is pure, you get at that time from the Source of Life, which is pure love, pure wisdom, pure protection. And you come up with ever more wisdom, with more and more love to society, to bring her consciousness and to protect her against the lower vibrations that she carries."

The evolution of good and evil, light and darkness

In March 2012, I read the book Het ontwaken van je dertien hartskwaliteiten (The awakening of your thirteen heart qualities) by Gabriela Gaastra, to put some dots on the i for myself concerning my inner growth. Surprising to me was the part about having Compassion, that we must learn to embrace good and evil. "Embracing evil is your biggest challenge, because this is an aspect of yourself, against which you feel the greatest resistance and what you most dislike. By doing so, you will be able to discover that evil connects you with a great strength in yourself, namely the acceptance of your Divinity in everything you are."

Annemiek van der Zant wrote on August 3rd on her website an article van Donker naar Licht (from Dark to Light), in which she also advises to embrace the dark: "Many deep dark pieces have come out. However, if you stood in love, the dark that came to you could not hit you and you were able to transform the darkness in yourself. For some of us such profound issues came up, that they still need a while to transform them in depth. I do hope that you have been able to embrace this touch. That you have been able to feel the gratitude for all those dark pieces that finally, after they were stuck for centuries, could be freed. I also hope that you really have felt "in the dark hides your divinity".

Steve Rother from Lightwerker.com reported on August 15th: “There is currently a magnetic shift that goes beyond our understanding. First, a wave of old energy must retreat before a wave of positive energy may come in. Surf along on the new stream. You have created this flow yourself because you want to change your life, the world”.

On August 17th, I myself saw during a meditation good and evil partially interlocking.

Now, a distinction can be made between the piece of darkness within yourself and evil outside yourself. You may or may not consciously choose for the good and live from Love with a capital L. In addition, you can consciously choose not to go along with the negativity and drama of others. And then you have another ‘Evil’, the darkness, the collective of entities and people who opt for negativity, the major opponent of the divine power of Love.

What is meant by good and evil, light and darkness? In the glossary of the Aquarian Mysticism Light is explained as: the breath of life, the creative energy. And at Darkness: under darkness are the creations covered that are lower in consciousness than our creation, but which still belong to our evolutionary spiral. In these creations love and light have not yet penetrated.

 
Sonia Bos quotes in her work many times good and evil, as in:

Esoterisch besef (Esoteric notion): "Man went his way through the spheres into the dust. Through the experience of suffering in the material world man seeks a way out from this suffering. By this, he brings himself to consciousness. The consciousness of good and evil arises, i.e. illuminated by love and light or unexposed by love and light. He becomes aware of his Source and this creates the desire to return."

Op weg naar de zon (En route to the Sun): "So far we have lived in duality. This recognizes good and evil, light and darkness. Now, the Source wants duality cease to exist in the material world. The substance may become Spirit; Unity may be established in matter. Evil says: "Wait a minute; that means I should go, that shortly I will no longer have access to the area. I don't buy that."

Duality is uprooted and the shadow side of duality, evil, opposes this. Evil is not destroyed, but it is being transformed towards light, to Love and Unity. It grows towards a world that evil does not know. Just look at yourself: If you are feeling forced to something that you are unfamiliar with, then you oppose this. So does evil resist: from ignorance of the value of Love and Light."

Universeel vertrouwen (Universal Trust): "When you have settled the struggle between good and evil which resides within, you need no longer struggle with the other. You do not vibrate with it and remain at peace and friendly smiling you can calmly say, "Are you sure that it's mine? Is it not a little yours as well? Would you consider thinking about it again”, then you have chances of an awakening, and that is what the Creator has planned."

Eenzaamheid, het verbroken geluk (Loneliness, the lost happiness): The call of the Creator "People, you don’t let the world destroy, do you? You don’t admit destruction on earth, do you? The aggression, the violence, the control, the domination, the intimidation, the fear. I urge you to pull yourself together and go my way, the way of love, the path of building-up, the way of the victory over evil, the way of kindness, gentlenes; my way, my desire, my divine will."

Jouw leven op de schop (Your life on the shovel): "The duality was good and evil, light and dark. Unity is light, is good and is love. In unity there is purely positivity and that comes through your own inner guidance in your thinking. When you follow this path and search for it, for example through meditation, your inner guidance, your own inner source of life, will guide you with positive terms: good boy, good girl, do go your way, just be free and happy. While thinking in unity and consciousness in unity there is only positivity. There is no more destruction, because you have no more affinity with it."

De opgaande lijn van de evolutie (The upward trend of evolution): "On 11 September 2001, (9/11), the Apocalypse, the big change of life, began. Life that was governed by the laws of cause and effect by karma, by an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth, was allowed to start functioning through the laws of Love and Unity from higher being. Life will henceforth be controlled from the higher chakras of creation. In other words: the higher being of creation will descend. With this at stake, a huge battle between good and evil has started. Man had to choose for love and unity, for with the touchdown of the higher being of the creation, the creation itself chose that it would be a creation of light, and that herein only would be room for love and unity. Therefore we may slowly let go the grip that duality has upon us and discover that we can cope with each other otherwise. The fight against terrorism stands central in this: do we choose for love or don’t we?"

Houden van mijzelf en het leven (Loving myself and life): "We were given a free will, because the Creator wished that man would be aware. We were able to choose to want to work for Him. The Creator wanted an active human being with an individuality that could choose and distinguish what was and wasn’t in accordance with the creative desire. He wanted a being that in his awareness learned to distinguish and clearly could choose between good and evil, between not exposed by love and be illuminated by love; an individual that would recognize the divine consciousness within himself again and would be an awareness-raising cell for Him. So He created a being to his own resemblance that could bring life in matter to its perfect state."

The evolving human being (the Resurrection) apparently takes the next step in the collective subconscious. Where for centuries has been preached to eradicate evil (literally to kill ‘our opponents'), or to keep away from them, the conscious human by his power of love will become a shining example to others, making that wars and strife, fraud, dishonesty eventually will disappear. It depends on how fast we ourselves bring about that change with each other.