On 3/2/2013, there was an
article in the digital version of the Dutch newspaper the Volkskrant, that nearly 1 in 10 people
"hear voices" in their head. There is often a traumatic experience
preceding. The Dutch Resonance foundation teaches people to handle this.
That this phenomenon regularly
occurs is shown by the fact that during lectures, the audience asked mystic
Sonia Bos several times for explanations about this topic:
In the lecture Depressie, een zonnige toekomst (Depression, a bright future):
"Multiple Personality Disorder
(MPD)
Question: As a counselor,
I have contact with a young man suffering from MPD (Multiple Personality
Disorder). He hears about thirty-five voices of himself, so not from entities.
He hardly knows himself, because always one of the sub personalities is boss
over him. Can there be more exposure on what MPD really is?
Sonia: The basis of MPD
is that the personality is not recognized as the true personality, because this man
rejects his deepest being. In his deepest being this man says: "I am not
worthy that I live, I am not worthy that I may be here." In totally not accepting
himself, he starts a role-playing game with a lot of dualisms inside.
He is prey to the
duality, because he does not accept duality in himself. He has a huge craving
for the Source, for love and for the flow of that love, but he disapproves
himself from his base. Therefore he cannot accept the love in his personality.
In fact, this is also the basis of a depression; in case of MPD this goes much
further.
This man denies the
foundation of his life. He dares hardly see his positivity. He has seen his
shadow side and disapproved himself. He has also seen the vast path of the
light and he would like to accomplish that. His problem is though, that he cannot
integrate both the dark side and the light side in him, in his personality as
to be able to come to a total acceptance of life.
If you remain rejecting yourself,
you cannot fulfill your life's mission. During the lecture Verstoord gedrag door zelfafwijzing (Disturbed behavior by self-rejection)
Sonia says about psychosis among other things the following: "Self-respect and responsibility: You
need to have self-respect to be able to bear responsibility. If you integrate the
higher self into your lower self, you should stand in your responsibility. But as
a result of your self-rejection you are barely able to do that. You bear no
more responsibility, you leave this to the other(s); you've made yourself
dependent since a long time.
So there are people who
are like this, where disunity can arise. First there is a partial split,
schizophrenia, leading to psychosis.
The
influence of darkness
Image the aura as a kind
of egg, which gets a crack around the solar plexus. In that case we speak of a partial
split, then the aura is open. As a result you start to live in the lower part (your
lower self) and you have only a small connection to your higher self left. The
aura is an egg full of light by which you are protected; but if the aura is
open - by that partial split - the darkness affects you.
Because you are insecure,
have such a fear of failure, so little self-confidence etcetera, the dark
forces - the entities - begin to effect the personality. The hearing of voices is
associated with the beginning of psychosis.
The voices begin to trick
you. You get promptings and commands from the entities, which get you in their
power and lead you astray. You don’t depend on your husband then, nor on a
guru, but you are depending on entities, which slowly but surely suck out your
life; they grudge you the light in your eyes, since they are part of the
darkness.
Loss of
sense of reality
If that influence continues
long enough, and you have no more realism left, you can get a psychosis. For
the further the aura opens, the less reality you can feel. A strong egg of
light gives a sense of the proper reality, while a leaking egg no longer provides
this. If you continue to lose realism and darkness keeps on giving you
delusions, illusions and delusional assignments, you are going completely downhill.
You then enter the psychosis and end up in an mental hospital. The first psychosis can
perhaps be taken care of, but after the second or third one you end up in an
institution.
All this may be possible
when the self-rejection is ingrained deep enough and a man absolutely allows no
talents any longer and begins to shield anything that is higher, including responsibility. In that case you end up psychotic, as the ultimate expression of the rejection of yourself.
Even if you do not stand
up for yourself, you must sometimes be rock-hard and approach the entities in
their own language: "And now you fuck off and get the hell out of here!" Because if
you continue in that pattern and you harden through, you loose your reality
feelings, which leads you directly to a one way admission in a mental hospital.
Spiritual
healing
Once you're into the mental
home, it depends on whether you are well taken care of or eventually, if this
goes on far enough, you end up in insanity. Of course there are still many
stages in between, but you are increasingly loosing your self-esteem and
self-confidence. Your family life gets disrupted and so on; very little remains
of you. Then there should be pretty professional forces or rather spiritual
healers who besides medication can still keep you going, who perhaps can reach
you through that trauma that led to the schizophrenia.
Finally, a total light
being healing, an integration of your light beings is needed. There are some meditation
cd’s/mp3’s available in Dutch with such a meditation. Ask for guidance so you can
work with this in a proper way."
In the same lecture, the
question is asked: "I have a very deep fear of life. What does this tell
me?
The
emergence of deep angst
Sonia: This means that,
at the deepest level there is such a deeply primal trauma ingrained in you,
that you cannot live anymore. This is not just an anxiety of past lives or
todays fear. That true, deep angst arose when the spark of life was to be a stand-alone
life spark. It is this primal trauma ingrained on the deepest level. You can
only get through this by a full re-creation of the personality akasha, then a
complete re-creation of the soul akasha and a complete re-creation of the
divine akasha and then focus on the re-creation of the spark of life.
Choose life
at the level of the spark of life
When we go into
meditation (in Dutch on CD) at the level of the spark of life, you say: "I
choose life"; with that you cut off the legs of the chair of
self-rejection in you. Each self-rejection is ultimately related to this
deepest self-rejection.
It is necessary to say:
"I choose this." You have your free will, simply because you are born
with it. "I choose to live and I claim to break through this trauma that
gives me this fear of life." In that energy, the legs under the seat of
this rejection pattern are cut off. It will take some time before you are released,
but you do have hit the core and that needs to be done only just once. Then you
proceed with high speed. This simmers life long, but you're young, you can
finish it nicely in this life. If only you dare to give yourself the benefit of
the doubt."
Medium
A medium works through
entity guidance, so hears voices and can thus transmit messages from the other
side. There are also people who hear voices because they may or may not be in
contact with a guide or a master. The mediumship is gradually phased out,
because in the Age of Aquarius every human being now has the ability himself to turn
inwards to his higher consciousness.
"The mystical connection
If the inner mystical
connection to the Source of Life within you is open, then there is that inner
voice. No, it’s not a voice, an inner whisper. Hearing voices belong to
entities. Then an inner movement comes in the mirror of your mind from which
you can draw inspiration, from which you can give lectures and where you can
find your inner guidance.
In your inner self you’ll
find: the guidance of the source, the divine guidance; the guidance of the
Christ; the guidance of the Masters of Love and Wisdom and the guidance of the
Universal World Government. In you is a direct line up to the highest source.
If you learn to work from
there, you can integrate an ever-higher consciousness within yourself. Then you
can bring more and more inspiration in your understanding to wisdom and you
will grow into a totally enlightened human. This way, the inner enlightening, the
inner self-realization, is the path to the realization of really good
connections with society. Because then you are being able to check what is pure, you get at that
time from the Source of Life, which is pure love, pure wisdom, pure protection.
And you come up with ever more wisdom, with more and more love to society, to bring
her consciousness and to protect her against the lower vibrations that she
carries."
