Obesity (by nutrition) and spirituality: For all fat people who are annoyed with themselves and others

Yesterday we sat at an outdoor cafe for lunch to celebrate the birthday of my husband. Next to us were sitting two very thick young women. I could not help but heard part of their conversation. Actually their entire lunch had the same topic: about their obesity and how they wanted to deal with it. Also how others cope with them. They were both in therapy and were tired of being encouraged by others while declining a cake, when their colleagues were eating the delicious pastry. For a moment I thought I promote the books that I've just read and learned a lot about healthy eating. But something held me back. They can find their own quest for joy, freedom and fulfillment.

More people are currently pessimistic and even depressed; they see no way out of the chaos that is exhibited in the newspapers on a daily basis, the poverty that overtakes them now they are fired with the uncertainty of whether they can return to work soon, the pension that is lower than they had thought, or the prospect that they have to work several years longer than their parents. All this is part of the purification that still persists for some time at the beginning of the Aquarian Age: anything that does not meet love and unity will disintegrate.

But there is hope for those who want to stand in their own strength and want to break through their unconscious wrong diet with their own will-power, in addition to therapy and book knowledge:

Mystic Sonia Bos, founder of the Aquarian Mysticism, held a lecture on Disturbed eating behavior in 1999: anorexia, bulimia nervosa, food addiction, which is still very up to date. Below is a brief description with an introduction to meditation:

“Very deep at the base of anorexia and bulimia is discontent in men and women, a pattern of self-rejection: not wanting or being able to live in the material world, which originates in deep-rooted trauma. The causes and healing of these primeval traumas are discussed in this lecture. Holistic healing occurs through self-acceptance and awareness of what life is for: acceptance to use our spirit power in matter.

During the lecture Sonia says as an introduction to the meditation Becoming whole: When the healing starts, the external problems solve naturally, that's the beauty. But if you are not going to the depths, never really go up to those very deep traumas, you never come to a complete healing, and then you will remain to pick at the surface. I'm going to try to explain that. If you do not understand, then just let it come upon you. Together we are building a huge field in which we provide you that healing. As if you get a treatment, you should see it like that. In it, we approach that deep core for all at the same time.

If you still have difficulty in believing in yourself, you say: ‘It will be true, I am confident, I'm stepping in it. It is also in me. Bring it on!’ We go to the base where we uproot the deepest problems. In advance I first build the energy in myself so I can reach my depth again, otherwise I'm irretrievably lost. I need to go to my deepest, divine piece of being human, where from that deepest, mystical source in man, come all the miracles that we can accomplish.

Life is love, because let's face it, if life was not love, you would not want to live any longer? How often have you been trying to escape? But then there is something that just reserves you: love, positivity, creative force, the breath, the spirit, name it as you like it. To that living power of love, the Universal Love Force, I want to focus today; I want to focus now for you.

The Universal Love: The White Rose

You may live. In you I touch the point of resistance against life and call for the Christ force, the Universal Love, the White Rose. Just see a White Rose, the Rose of Sharon, which I lay in your resistance point and you just choose to live, then she will be present: the Universal Love. I ask for a transformation of my opposition to life. I see a White Rose...

And every time I'm afraid I cannot go on, I get another binge or starve myself, I think of the White Rose, the Universal Love, and find safety in there. Just ask for help, you may ask. Give yourself permission to ask life for help, the White Rose, the Universal Love, the self-regenerative capability of life...

Feel at home again, then you have an anchor in life. So I give you first a buddy. You have chosen for life, we have touched the resistance in you. Feel yourself safe with your buddy, the self-regeneration, the Universal Love, Christ, the love, the power of life which is Love.

When in doubt, in fear, with feelings of being lost, you can hide there. If you feel troubled: then lie down in the Rose, pull the leaves as a quilt upon you. Surrender, do not dodge and put your troubles in the pure positivity and ask for transformation, for conversion of your troubles. The White Rose is transformation, is self-regeneration. So are you in your innermost being, but you try to avoid this, because you came to hate yourself.

Your own highest self is your buddy now: the pure White Rose. It is anchored in your being, is always with you. She has a tremendous love force that can settle everything, that transforms. Just make peace with the buddy on your path, the depths of your own being: the White Rose...”

In the course of this meditation Sonia hands you your 13 creative forces and the grounding of your personality, your soul and spirit here on earth, so you feel fully human again, the one you're meant to be. And in this way you transform your life. In Dutch available on CD, MP3 or download Verstoord eetgedrag (Disturbed eating behavior). Use Translate.Google

Transparency: what do you mean the scourge of our time? - part 1

In the Dutch newspaper De Volkskrant of July 25th Ana van Es writes a column about the American whistleblower Edward Snowden, who has not yet received asylum in Russia. In the United States Snowden is considered a traitor who may be ‘responsible for the most harmful information leak in U.S. history’, according to his former boss at the CIA and NSA eavesdropping service, Michael Hayden. Hayden continues: ‘Edward Snowden has a serious problem. He sees transparency as a virtue. Transparency, that’s the scourge of our time.’ There are fears that a young generation of workers born after 1980, like Snowden, believes in transparency as well.

Hayden’s fear will come true: There will be more and more people all over the world, who consciously choose for transparency, love, openness, who say what they think, without secrets: they are the Aquarius masters who guide the big transition to a purer, fairer way of life.

Sonia Bos, mystic and spokeswoman for the Aquarian Mysticism held many lectures where she talked about transparency. Some quotes:

In Liefde (Love) 1993: “The Universal Christ in the hearts of the people

I am the Universal Christ. That does not mean that the old Christ, Jesus of Nazareth has had his day. It means that He has merged in his Universality. This being is Me. I speak a new language. I call the man from the inside, through the heart. I am your inner leader. I am the World leader of Aquarius. I speak through my channel (Sonia Bos, ed.), who will go around the world to bring new tuition, my teachings. She is a transparent channel, but an ordinary person. No one is privileged.

The message, that’s Me. I want to reach the human being to explain that I am in him. So know that I always come from within, but as long as man does not know that I am inside him, I operate through my channels. The unconscious human is approached in this manner from the outside, but the Aquarius Age is shaping  itself from within.

I am the divine heart chakra. I am the Ark of Conservation. I am the Son and the Father, for the Son merged with the Father. I Am. I open a spiritual ashram, a spiritual fluid, in which you can work. Therefore I removed the blockades. You can find me in yourself. I will give you my keys. You rise above your ego to come to me. That is a prerequisite.

No one comes to me otherwise than in transparency. A total surrender is the gate. I train you in the previous phase. Master Jesus will guide you to connect you with the inner Source where you will find me. You can find me in the Source within yourself, at heart level. You go through the selfless love.

Master Jesus leads you, until you, phase after phase, arrive in such a deep surrender, that you reach the Universality of Love, which I am. I am the Universality of Love. Master Jesus is the unselfish love. Together we are on our way. One cannot exist without the other.”

In De mens door de eeuwen heen op zoek (Man searching over the centuries) 1999:

“The power of Christ and the Creator in man – In the future we will increasingly live for love, spirit, silence and transparency. We will experience a delicate, more subtle way of living and value of life. We are going to stand for very new values of life. Everything is newly created as in Revelation is stated: ‘Behold, I make all things new!’ Then really starts what the Creator has said. At this moment he calls his six billion instruments to help Him renew life. So, do not feel powerless, you do not fight alone. You are fighting a battle for life. You have two great allies: the Christ and the Creator in you, and that force is enormous.”

In Vrijheid (Freedom) 2003 is stated: "Where ever cosmic order is created, chaos and karma cannot be any longer. The cosmic order is pure transparency, pure unity. This pure love we can bring out now and will instantly convert negative karma - which is not structured according to the Plan of Creation".

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"Society renewal starts at the withdrawal of your projections on one another: 'If only you were different, I could function better. If I were to get another supervisor, my work would be fruitful.’ Pull back all your projections and build the cosmic order in yourself. Dispatch this from yourself. Consider a situation where you find difficulties, for example at work, and just let it be. Let the primordial state of being be, the cosmic order, pure transparency, pure love. Are things not working as you would like them to do, then go to the primordial state of being in yourself and take a look why it turns out different than you had hoped for. In this way you can find out what problems you may convert to participate in this cosmic planning.”

See part 2 on Transparency in the next blog article!

Transparency: what do you mean the scourge of our time? - part 2

See Part 1 on Transparency in the previous blog entry.

In Mens en wereld in hun kracht (Man and world in their power) 2001: "The descent of Existence

Up till now, life in creation was only consciousness, all life was consciousness. Ishmael Emanuel (the Universal Christ, ed.), however, which has descended in man, is the bridge to the Existence. He is ready so that The Existence can descend in the consciousness of creation. Existence is the higher brother of consciousness. In consciousness movement can take shape. However, Existence is transparency, pure silence. If the Existence descends into the consciousness of the people, in the hearts of the people, into the spark of life that is in everyone, then all that lives changes. This is what’s going on! Everything that lives, that has a consciousness, gets the spark of Existence activated in himself. This gives life a safeguard, because now it will become Existence. The control codes of creation and life are thereby adjusted."  

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"Life will be equal to the Creator

The essence of the Creator is total silence, total transparency. Because of the Creation, the Creator was removed from its total transparency. He started creating and therefore movement, duality originated.

The creation arose including the material world, the spirit and the higher spirit, encompassed by the Creator. As man knows the Creator right now, we call Him Unity, Transparency, Love – all of us will use our own expression. However, the Creator, that we have known during the long path of involution into the creation - during the originating processes of life, which have closed approximately around 1985 - is a different Creator than the one he was just before the Creation. We see only an image of the Creator, because when he would have come to us in his totality into duality, the creation would have burned down.

The Creation is therefore still evolving. We are now in the fifth day of creation, the day that man may move back to the Source. The involution is accomplished, the human being returns to the Source, and the Creator wants to show his true essence. The eternal power of the Creator descends slowly in the part of the Creator that we see. This goes through everything that lives. Life will be equal to the Creator, the Creator as He was at the time just before the Creation: the all-encompassing Universal Silence, which was then set in motion.

The Ark of Existence

A deep layer of the aura of the Creator, that He still had deeply hidden, is now brought inside. Actually the Creator asks for a light being healing. He says: ‘Please bring this light being, this layer of my being, into creation, for the time has come that I am recognized within creation.’ In the blueprints of creation thus Existence, a higher level within the Creator, is being re-engaged. First, we had to do with the blueprint where the genesis processes were accompanied. Now we have made ​​the turnaround - the Apocalypse has started - the Creator chooses to bring Existence, the Absolute Silence into the creation.

In the days of Creation that are yet to come - the three eras that now lie ahead (the Aquarian Age or the Golden Age from 2000-4000, the Crystalline Age, or the Age of Enlightenment from 4000-6000 and the Age of Fulfillment, or The Transparent Age from 6000 - 8000, ed.) - He wants to be fully recognized. This area, which he calls the Ark of Existence, incarnates in our blueprint and is credited in this immense initiation that is being fulfilled......."

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"A light army is advancing. In the universal space of everything that is, the light, transparency, wishes to enter......."

......."No longer consciousness is the highest good that was accessible to man, but the Existence. There is a layer added to everything here in creation. The Creator reveals himself at a deeper level and all life goes along with it. "

......"Life will be a palette of pastel shades

I, the Lord of Infinity, lead this exodus. You are my instrument; you lead life from darkness towards light. You do this by putting the darkness outside the gate and inviting the light in your being and to activate this in others as well. I am with you, in you and around you. I am the transparency, which brings all hardness to softness. You turn from red to orange to very transparent pink. More and more softer shades will emerge in life. Life is a palette, a palette of pastel shades. Until now, life was a bouquet of field flowers, where also flowers with thorns and spines were to be found. Now you get a different palette and the spines and thorns will disappear. All, that is no longer needed, will slowly depart from life. "

......"The fulfillment of life

Man can leave his responsibility in the hands of the deepest inner guidance. Then the inner guidance can work through him. With the transparency that may arise, man will understand his own transparent being, which is a hatch of Universality. We travel through life and Existence. We travel through higher circles of light until we stand in the all-encompassing I Am and say, "I Am, Infinity of Life, I am like Thee." Then we are so transparent that He is born in us."

In Houden van mijzelf en het leven (Loving myself and life)  2003: (Any man can be a christ, a master of Love): "Unity of Consciousness... There are no boundaries anymore, there is only unity ... Here all is equal, here is only transparency, hushed love. Have that descended into your personality as an act of ultimate love for yourself...

You are one with the Creator, with the Universality of Love, the Christ in you. You are one with Ishmael Emanuel, the enveloping Source of Light, Love and Life, which protects and covers you totally and wraps you in love...

Ask for love, sweet man, and the ultimate love will be given to you...

This is yourself, this is the angel in you, this is your primeval atom, your being. Do love yourself...

Feel that you are love... You are love, because you are equal to the Alpha and the Omega, the Universal Christ, life itself, all-that-is. Let yourself be embraced... Don’t you feel too small...”

In Verlichting (Enlightenment) 2008: "Return the own divine will: the sixth stage of enlightenment

At the time that the avatar has passed his concerns and understood that life still will have its course, he is pure life and part of the carrying capacity of the flame of life. Then he puts his own deepest divine will into the hands of the Almighty and says. ‘Not my will as God is important, but the powerful will of the Almighty God, the all-encompassing living flame, is important.’ He transcends even that last personal piece in himself. He already had released this in his personal life, but he also must let go this in his responsibilities and his feelings of guilt. Then he will stand in such a transparency, that he is only love, unity, resurrection and enlightenment. Then he will achieve the sixth phase of enlightenment.”

Sonia Bos says about mastery: "He who has acquired the state of transparency, the state of Unity." Before we all are as honest as Edward Snowden, there will still flow a lot of water to the sea.

Dementia among the elderly decreases

The Dutch newspaper De Volkskrant of July 18th indicates that a new British study has shown that the number of dementia cases in England and Wales has dropped by 25% in people aged 65 years and over during the last two decades! It is likely that this trend also occurs in other developed countries. It is assumed that this is due to the level of prosperity and education. People are more aware of the importance of good nutrition and a healthy lifestyle by their increased consciousness.

During the reading Dementie, het vroegtijdige verlies (Dementia, the premature loss) mystic Sonia Bos told: “The major endemic diseases – cancer, aids, cardiovascular disease and dementia – have everything to do with the purification of karma, where we go through by the onset of consciousness in life. The first three pandemics have all to do with the lower nature of man, the lowest three chakras. But since we have entered the Age of Aquarius, we may grow into the higher nature of man. There is a call on us to distinguish our higher nature, to bear from there responsibility over our lower nature. At a later stage we may even accomplish an integration of our higher nature in our lower nature.

Those who seek to evade and to escape their higher nature, will become demented. Alone in the Netherlands there are 300.000 people with dementia (1995). Dementia seems to have become a common disease. (In 2013 this is 256,000, thus also in our country a decrease can be observed, ed.)! 

Dementia has to do with a projection of the Creator on the heart chakra of the human being. This was addressed to touch man’s awareness that there is a hidden higher nature in himself and that he can bear responsibility from this higher being for his lower nature: over matter, his desires and his emotions. Anyone who depends too much on his lower nature, gets to work out a portion of karma on these three levels.

Fortunately, in the spiral of awareness a rescue plan was built in and tuition has been released about transformation. Transformation means that man must learn to focus the creative power inherent in him – which he finds in his higher nature -, with the aim to neutralize the residual debt of his karma.

Every human who really chooses to want to be aware, will not become demented. When humans en masse discover and unlock their higher nature, no one any longer will suffer from these diseases. These diseases, which are now pandemic diseases, will then completely become history.

Dementia is fleeing the confrontation with yourself and the life you have lived. It is fleeing from the stage where you have to bring forward the positivity in your life. Very often this is not a conscious flight, as it just happens to people who are not much aware.

It is a basic fact that just the one who is not so conscious gets demented. He/she who is aware, does not become demented. This human works consciously at his consciousness, will deliberately engage to the deeper purpose of life. He wants to forgive and truly love. This man has the power to draw from his own deeper essence, to be able to also pass this phase of his life gloriously.

The importance of transformation

In the Aquarian Mysticism is reported over the opening of the Source in humans. Through his cosmic consciousness man can pick up the creative forces from the Source. In this data the healing of the demented human can be found. When we draw the strength of creation from the Source through our cosmic consciousness, we can directly generate consciousness in man, also in the human who does not want to. This process is called transformation. By transforming we can envelop the creative power around this person and by the provided consciousness the dementia process will be slowed down. We cannot manipulate this, because the power of creation is selfless love. She will only bring love."

Would you like to know more about dementia, see my blog article Dementia, the premature loss.

Shifts in the food chain

On July 12^th there was an article in the Dutch newspaper De Volkskrant, titled: ‘The farmed fish beats the cow.’ For the first time in history, there is more fish bred than there is beef produced.

Sonia Bos, founder of the Aquarian Mysticism, already in 1999 has reported through inner vision about the enormous changes taking place on Earth within the realms of nature. This should be seen over a longer period of time. Nevertheless, the first symptoms begin to take shape. The animal, plant and mineral together with the human being entered a higher evolutionary spiral of life to give life on earth, from their new expanded consciousness, a new face.

"The bio-industry will disappear

A totally different diet pattern will emerge, in which hunting by man - now replaced by battery cages, the fattened calves and the whole excess of factory farming - will slowly cease to exist.

Question: Should the animal and the plant still continue to serve in the food chain?

The spirit as the most complete food

Sonia: The actual food in the material world for man consists of Spirit. When we have fully realized the Spirit of God in our humanity, we could completely feed ourselves from that Spirit. That will happen in the future, even now there are already people who are capable. I recently was reading an article about someone who has not eaten for many years, only now and then she takes some chocolate, because she is really fond of it. This woman has apparently reached a state of consciousness in which she can feed herself entirely from Spirit.

Now man's fourth akasha has been unlocked: the divine consciousness akasha (after the personality akasha, the soul akasha and divine akasha, the connection of the spirit with Spirit, ed.), it has become possible for every human being to realize God’s Spirit in himself. In addition to the three physical dimensions, he can also carry and realize the divine dimension within. When man has realized the four dimensions within, he can feed himself from Spirit. At that time we no longer need to slaughter animals and eat no more plants, only if we would choose to do so, but not out of necessity.

The animal, in which recently three akasha’s have become active and therefore will develop a three-dimensional consciousness, cannot feed itself from the Spirit yet. It does hold the need to either feed itself with another animal, or to feed itself with plants. It will search for plant-based foods as it is more focused on its soul aspects and animal foods if it needs more grounding, more yang, to be able to exist. But we, who will transcend duality, will thus transcend our food requirements, and will therefore increasingly appeal less to nature, to the sacrifice of life.

Eating from deeper empathy

People often ask me if it's a good thing to be a vegetarian. My answer is always:  'Not necessarily!’ In a stage where you want to express your soul aspects it is good to be a vegetarian, but sometimes you really need to eat a steak because you need grounding and decisiveness. As long as we are in a developing phase in which our food requirements can fluctuate, we can only choose from our deepest feelings of what we want to eat. In that way we keep our yin-yang balance evenly.

Sometimes we are attracted to useless food, such as a bonbon. Eating something sweet has a function in curbing our emotions. Going on our awareness journey however, we will increasingly eat purer food and vent our emotions less with something yins. We can take the yin aspect through our minds, generating such a State of Being in us that we no longer need acting-out our emotions with food. In the near future we will find a healthy balance between eating plants and animal food, but mainly we will notice that we need less and less food.

Vegetarianism and the integration of the Spirit

For a long time, the idea has taken root that, in order to grow spiritually, it is necessary to be a vegetarian. Vegetarianism will certainly help you on your way, it supports your soul processes, but the moment you arrive at the Spirit and then must try to integrate this into the material, you may need to take more yang-oriented food, because otherwise you cannot shape the flow of the Spirit into the fabric. You then have lost too much of your vigor or have released your grounding too far, to be able to bring the Spirit into matter. And that is just the higher purpose of life now."

Text from the book : De grote veranderingen in de natuur, (The major changes in nature), 2001.

Building a new world

That there are major changes in this new time Barack Obama announced already five years ago in his election campaign with the theme 'Change we can believe in'. The financial world collapsed, and is not yet in order. That was meant to be according to the Aquarian Mysticism (see The credit crunch, a spiritual outlook). But he managed to reach that some 12 million people in the U.S. are eligible for health care. Something that many presidents before him had failed to accomplish!

The Dutch newspaper De Volkskrant fits nicely in the changes: On May 2, there appeared an advertisement from the Foundation Share Netherlands titled: Humanity at a crossroads, which includes the following content: Where are we going now? Do you choose a fairer society for all 7 billion people? Are you ready to put effort in redeeming our planet from pollution? Would you take action now to eradicate hunger and to save billions of lives? Do you fancy working with others to make the right choices and to build a better world for everyone? Now is the time. And so on.

And on March 7 in the same newspaper there was an advertisement of the journal Vrij Nederland (Free Netherlands)  with the front page: Radical innovators: 23 ideas for a better world.

Apparently we are ready to create this new world.

How does the Aquarian Mysticism look at these innovations? Mystic Sonia Bos has written about this topic in several articles, such as Op weg naar een betere wereld (Towards a better world): "In the blueprint of life enormous changes are taking place. Although invisible, they are surely felt! And everyone on Earth is involved…

The Cosmic Man

In 1989 human consciousness underwent a major change. In the seven-fold awareness of the Piscean Age man the gate was opened to its original thirteen fold divine consciousness. His consciousness became thirteen fold, so that the Universal Love (Christ) and the Universal Unity (the Creator) could be expressed in it. Thus man became the cosmic man, who can completely unlock the Source of Life in himself and bring it to life. In 2004 we have a blueprint that is based on the Universal Love and this can now also fully be expressed by man!

Man was called to this consciousness mutation to bring, as an instrument, with his thirteen-fold consciousness everything in life that is still imperfect and still far from loving to the perfect state of Universal Love.”

De grote ompoling – van nemen naar geven (The great shift - from taking to giving) "The Age of Aquarius (2000 - 4000) is the era of ‘we’. Thus it is contrary to the Piscean Age (0 - 2000), where especially the ‘I’ counted. From ‘I’ to "we" is a great upheaval, we will see unfold within ourselves and in our society.

From taking to giving

If we are focused on our 'I', on our ego, our attention is inwardly focused. Our chakras are then withdrawn, inward-looking. If we aim to the other and to the public interest – to the ‘we’, we will need to focus our attention field outwards. Then our chakras will flip, so we can give.

In this way our behavior changes from taking to giving. Taking in the broadest sense of the word, such as receiving or needing attention from therapists or from our environment. In giving we become supporting, supportive, on small or large scale. We will continue to think wider and eventually the world becomes our focus point. We are going to think globally, allowing us to relativize our own interests and a 'we-feeling' is born in us."

Bouwen aan een nieuwe wereld (Building a new world): "We are getting more sensitive, also the burden that our welfare entails, increases constantly. Therefore we have to deal with all kinds of allergies and intolerances, such as food intolerance and dye intolerance. Our body is in fact extremely heavily burdened by these factors and our resistance rather undermined. Our old resistance mechanism of the Piscean Age, which was carried by a sevenfold consciousness, therefore no longer meets the needs. It cannot withstand such a large load as today's society imposes. A higher and stronger resistance mechanism wants therefore to be active, a resistance mechanism that is supported by the thirteen-fold consciousness of the cosmic human, and that is put to work by our thymuschakra!

To be able to activate that higher resistance mechanism, we will have to appeal to our cosmic humanity and bring it to development. We will then stand in life as the cosmic man/woman, and learn to live from the Aquarius facts with its laws of Love and Unity. Eventually, we will then stand as a ‘worker’ in everyday life in order to contribute to building the world.”  

Met de raket mee omhoog – een flinke injectie tot bewustwording en groei (Going up with the rocket - a considerable injection to awareness and growth): "Yes, the world is ready for it, because wé are ready for it. Ready to provide the world this gigantic acceleration of evolution, to guide this, to transform and to beautify it. The great resurrection of life has begun. A triumph, of which the outcome was determined long ago."

In de draaikolk van het leven (In the vortex of life): Life entered a big rapid. We find ourselves in a vortex, a large swirling floodgate, resulting in a total renewal of life.

Yes, you may be thinking, yet another golden promise for over a hundred years, if not longer. But fortunately I can refute this right here. The image of the vortex, the floodgate and the almost exploding entering of the new life, can take place nów in every human being. However, it requires a total surrender to the movement of life. Because with the less resistance you enter this phase of life, the faster you shoot into your new life, your resurrection life!

A quantum leap in evolution is made​​: we are sucked from one dimension into the next dimension of life.”

Click on the titles to read the full articles of The credit crunch; a spiritual outlook and The great shift. 

Hearing voices in your head: entities or inner mystical connection

On 3/2/2013, there was an article in the digital version of the Dutch newspaper the Volkskrant, that nearly 1 in 10 people "hear voices" in their head. There is often a traumatic experience preceding. The Dutch Resonance foundation teaches people to handle this.

That this phenomenon regularly occurs is shown by the fact that during lectures, the audience asked mystic Sonia Bos several times for explanations about this topic:

In the lecture Depressie, een zonnige toekomst (Depression, a bright future): "Multiple Personality Disorder (MPD)

Question: As a counselor, I have contact with a young man suffering from MPD (Multiple Personality Disorder). He hears about thirty-five voices of himself, so not from entities. He hardly knows himself, because always one of the sub personalities is boss over him. Can there be more exposure on what MPD really is?

Sonia: The basis of MPD is that the personality is not recognized as the true personality, because this man rejects his deepest being. In his deepest being this man says: "I am not worthy that I live, I am not worthy that I may be here." In totally not accepting himself, he starts a role-playing game with a lot of dualisms inside.

He is prey to the duality, because he does not accept duality in himself. He has a huge craving for the Source, for love and for the flow of that love, but he disapproves himself from his base. Therefore he cannot accept the love in his personality. In fact, this is also the basis of a depression; in case of MPD this goes much further.

This man denies the foundation of his life. He dares hardly see his positivity. He has seen his shadow side and disapproved himself. He has also seen the vast path of the light and he would like to accomplish that. His problem is though, that he cannot integrate both the dark side and the light side in him, in his personality as to be able to come to a total acceptance of life.

If you remain rejecting yourself, you cannot fulfill your life's mission. During the lecture  Verstoord gedrag door zelfafwijzing (Disturbed behavior by self-rejection) Sonia says about psychosis among other things the following: "Self-respect and responsibility: You need to have self-respect to be able to bear responsibility. If you integrate the higher self into your lower self, you should stand in your responsibility. But as a result of your self-rejection you are barely able to do that. You bear no more responsibility, you leave this to the other(s); you've made yourself dependent since a long time.

So there are people who are like this, where disunity can arise. First there is a partial split, schizophrenia, leading to psychosis.

The influence of darkness

Image the aura as a kind of egg, which gets a crack around the solar plexus. In that case we speak of a partial split, then the aura is open. As a result you start to live in the lower part (your lower self) and you have only a small connection to your higher self left. The aura is an egg full of light by which you are protected; but if the aura is open - by that partial split - the darkness affects you.

Because you are insecure, have such a fear of failure, so little self-confidence etcetera, the dark forces - the entities - begin to effect the personality. The hearing of voices is associated with the beginning of psychosis.

The voices begin to trick you. You get promptings and commands from the entities, which get you in their power and lead you astray. You don’t depend on your husband then, nor on a guru, but you are depending on entities, which slowly but surely suck out your life; they grudge you the light in your eyes, since they are part of the darkness.

Loss of sense of reality

If that influence continues long enough, and you have no more realism left, you can get a psychosis. For the further the aura opens, the less reality you can feel. A strong egg of light gives a sense of the proper reality, while a leaking egg no longer provides this. If you continue to lose realism and darkness keeps on giving you delusions, illusions and delusional assignments, you are going completely downhill. You then enter the psychosis and end up in an mental hospital. The first psychosis can perhaps be taken care of, but after the second or third one you end up in an institution.

All this may be possible when the self-rejection is ingrained deep enough and a man absolutely allows no talents any longer and begins to shield anything that is higher, including responsibility. In that case you end up psychotic, as the ultimate expression of the rejection of yourself.

Even if you do not stand up for yourself, you must sometimes be rock-hard and approach the entities in their own language: "And now you fuck off and get the hell out of here!" Because if you continue in that pattern and you harden through, you loose your reality feelings, which leads you directly to a one way admission in a mental hospital.

Spiritual healing

Once you're into the mental home, it depends on whether you are well taken care of or eventually, if this goes on far enough, you end up in insanity. Of course there are still many stages in between, but you are increasingly loosing your self-esteem and self-confidence. Your family life gets disrupted and so on; very little remains of you. Then there should be pretty professional forces or rather spiritual healers who besides medication can still keep you going, who perhaps can reach you through that trauma that led to the schizophrenia.

Finally, a total light being healing, an integration of your light beings is needed. There are some meditation cd’s/mp3’s available in Dutch with such a meditation. Ask for guidance so you can work with this in a proper way."

In the same lecture, the question is asked: "I have a very deep fear of life. What does this tell me?

The emergence of deep angst

Sonia: This means that, at the deepest level there is such a deeply primal trauma ingrained in you, that you cannot live anymore. This is not just an anxiety of past lives or todays fear. That true, deep angst arose when the spark of life was to be a stand-alone life spark. It is this primal trauma ingrained on the deepest level. You can only get through this by a full re-creation of the personality akasha, then a complete re-creation of the soul akasha and a complete re-creation of the divine akasha and then focus on the re-creation of the spark of life.

Choose life at the level of the spark of life

When we go into meditation (in Dutch on CD) at the level of the spark of life, you say: "I choose life"; with that you cut off the legs of the chair of self-rejection in you. Each self-rejection is ultimately related to this deepest self-rejection.

It is necessary to say: "I choose this." You have your free will, simply because you are born with it. "I choose to live and I claim to break through this trauma that gives me this fear of life." In that energy, the legs under the seat of this rejection pattern are cut off. It will take some time before you are released, but you do have hit the core and that needs to be done only just once. Then you proceed with high speed. This simmers life long, but you're young, you can finish it nicely in this life. If only you dare to give yourself the benefit of the doubt."

Medium

A medium works through entity guidance, so hears voices and can thus transmit messages from the other side. There are also people who hear voices because they may or may not be in contact with a guide or a master. The mediumship is gradually phased out, because in the Age of Aquarius every human being now has the ability himself to turn inwards to his higher consciousness.

"The mystical connection

If the inner mystical connection to the Source of Life within you is open, then there is that inner voice. No, it’s not a voice, an inner whisper. Hearing voices belong to entities. Then an inner movement comes in the mirror of your mind from which you can draw inspiration, from which you can give lectures and where you can find your inner guidance.

In your inner self you’ll find: the guidance of the source, the divine guidance; the guidance of the Christ; the guidance of the Masters of Love and Wisdom and the guidance of the Universal World Government. In you is a direct line up to the highest source.

If you learn to work from there, you can integrate an ever-higher consciousness within yourself. Then you can bring more and more inspiration in your understanding to wisdom and you will grow into a totally enlightened human. This way, the inner enlightening, the inner self-realization, is the path to the realization of really good connections with society. Because then you are being able to check what is pure, you get at that time from the Source of Life, which is pure love, pure wisdom, pure protection. And you come up with ever more wisdom, with more and more love to society, to bring her consciousness and to protect her against the lower vibrations that she carries."

The resurrection of the woman

The United Nations (over 130 countries) reached during the Convention on the Status of Women an agreement on the approach of ‘one of the most serious violations of human rights’ whose final text is defined as historical. This paves the way for women (which is 50% of the world population!) to be treated on an equal basis. The UN members are now called 'to powerful condemn all forms of violence against women and girls, and not to claim traditions and religion to avoid their obligations. Governments should criminalize all violence against women, protect women's lives, human rights and guarantee fundamental freedoms of women.'   

The text contains clear language on domestic violence. Victims of violence are entitled to sexual and reproductive health care, including emergency contraception and safe abortion. For the conservative countries these were sensitive issues.

Through this document, governments have made ​​clear that discrimination and violence against women and girls have no place in the 21st century, the UN entity let know. ‘There is no return’.

Also the United States passed last February an extension of the Violence Against Women Act. The new law was expanded with government protection for gays, lesbians, transsexuals, Native Americans and immigrants.

The above events are entirely in line with the Aquarian Age (2000 - 4000) that brings Love and Unity. In Het kosmisch perspectief van de mens (The cosmic perspective of man) (1992) Sonia Bos says about the Resurrection: "There is still so much karma and it just keeps coming, because we have not the ability yet to do it differently. So man fights himself towards the heart. But Aquarius has just begun, so what do we expect? During a complete Piscean Era Jesus of Nazareth indicated that man in the Piscean Age was going his Calvary to be able to stand up.

In other words: men and women should learn to discipline their ego, their solar plexus, their personality, to be able to stand up. Resurrection is the transformation of the human being, who from a higher consciousness is going to live his life out of love. The resurrection is switched on in the spheres. The resurrection power is perhaps a force of wind power one. Karma has at present a wind force of ten, a hurricane. We have not much more advanced than a very cautious shift to more light. Suffering and karma still predominate. We can hardly address the luminosity of love, but do not despair. This cannot be otherwise yet. Do switch off the television now and then, but do not get discouraged. Have faith in the higher stage of evolution of the human being, so the cosmic human can stand up, the man who lives from his heart. Because if the heart center opens up, the "love your neighbor as you love yourself" has become reality."

Meanwhile we are 21 years further, the cosmic man hás risen and already there is a lot of change in motion.

In Het kosmisch perspectief van de mens (The cosmic perspective of man) (1997) Sonia writes: "The essence of the woman may enter into a new dimension, from which a new task will be ratified, namely the spiritual leadership of evolution. Thus may the descent of the Spirit of God in the woman - and by women in matter - bring the revelation of Christ in matter, the role of the woman in the Aquarian Age."

The basic qualities of our thirteen chakras

In the newsletter of the Stichting Sofia (Sofia Foundation) in November 2005 (p. 7 and beyond) mystic Sonia Bos, founder of the Aquarian Mysticism has included a table with a summary of the 13 chakras of the cosmic human, who we now are with the entrance of the Aquarian age: the human with a strong increased consciousness. She explains herein the causes of disruptions in these chakras and what they mean, so the basic qualities of the thirteen chakras (translate with Google) can be understood. A link to save or print, especially if you want to work on yourself and want to know why precisely at a certain spot in your body you have complaints or ailments! The location of the 13 chakras can be found on the website of Sonia Bos (translate with Google). 

Becoming aware, and then...!?

There are several articles on the website of mystic Sonia Bos with the theme Personal consciousness development, like Creating your own fate, or Illness as an indicator and Aquariuschildren en route in new times. If you have already walked that path for a while and have your karma more or less eliminated, with the feeling that you have obtained mastery over your personality, it may just be that you say to yourself: ‘I am prepared to make a next step.’ You want to live even more from your own responsibility, but also from your inner knowing (your soul memory and the universal memory of life: spirit) which direction in life you want to go, and not so much from what ‘one’ thinks of you or knows what is right for you.

Two special booklets that give you a leg up are: Werken vanuit de akasha (Working from the akasha). From the depths of her consciousness Sonia was able to bring out deeper inspiration from the Source of Life. This working from the akasha seemed through the centuries not to be possible for us, the ordinary people. Since the beginning of the Aquarian Age (2000 - 4000) this has changed. Because our consciousness has undergone a major mutation (from 7 to 13 chakras), the cosmic human is born.

Every person can now learn to draw information from the akasha, from the Source of Life itself, that allows you, not only to give yourself, but also the world around you a new appearance through creativity. And we can make good use of this in a time, when we see disappear before our eyes everything in our society that is not supported by Love and Unity!

In Op weg naar de zon, een weg naar hoger genezen (Towards the sun, a way to higher cure) Sonia explains how we can start using our awakened spirit and provides answers to many questions. With the advent of the Aquarian age we find ourselves from the awareness-raising stage in the realization phase. In connection with the Source within yourself, through your heart, you can not only heal the individual, but also transform society, life and evolution! There is still a lot to be changed in the world! Would you like to help consciously!?

As these booklets are not translated at this moment (are you the bi-lingual man/woman that we are looking for as a volunteer to bring the Aquarian mysticism to the world!?), I can recommend you In a nutshell, life as a process of growth or An introduction to transformation. Click on the titles for more information. Or browse in the webshop to see what suits you.

Dementia, the premature loss

Last week there was on Dutch television a documentary titled How unhealthy eating leads to dementia. In the Netherlands, 250,000 people suffer from dementia. The chance that someone currently gets Alzheimer's disease or another form of dementia is 20%, but, according to U.S. researchers this can be much larger in the coming years. They discovered namely a link between diabetes and dementia. Through our Western diet with lots of calories and fat, our body can become insensitive to insulin. A process that also appears to have effect on the brains with Alzheimer's disease as a possible consequence. (From: AVRO-bode)

Mystic Sonia Bos, founder of the Aquarian Mysticism, has paid considerable attention to this disease that begins to take an epidemic form. In her article Dementia, from a spiritual point of view she speaks about natural and unnatural dementia, and the meaning of life.

In The mechanism of dementia she goes into the process of dementia: The loss of personality and the heroic struggle of the demented. After which the releasing of the soul and the spirit eventually follow.

In Alzheimer's disease Sonia indicates what dementia is and explains that you must always be aware that the essence of the demented constantly sits as a guest with you at the table! When you realize this, it becomes clear how important it is that you continue visiting the patient and surround him/her with your love. And – what he/she, under normal circumstances, perhaps could not – he/she suddenly can: accept and allow your love. He/she sucks it like a sponge.

In addition, Sonia received cosmic teachings during the lecture Dementie, het vroegtijdige verlies (Dementia, the premature loss), in which she indicates that the cause of dementia is the loss of life motivation, with the result that the spiritual nature of man itself retreats during life into the spheres. How we can alleviate the fate of the demented human is clearly explained here. This download includes a meditation Aid for the demented man. (Only in Dutch the lecture is also available on CD or as a reader)

When Sonia's father became demented, and he regretted that his request for euthanasia could not be granted, on behalf of her father she was going to write: De Winter die niet mocht zijn (The winter that was not meant to be): a personal report, with which she gives with insight and understanding a good picture of life in a nursing home full of demented people. And of the problems currently facing nursing homes. Her love for life is to recognize in every part of this book. 

Holistic healing

It is of all times that diseases are not always to solve through the regular health care. Complaints and ailments may arise in many different ways: e.g. by our negative thoughts, bad habits, incessant worries, persistent and stuck emotions. In recent decades, people increasingly look for alternative solutions. Thus, homeopathy, naturopathy, acupuncture, counseling, flower essences, art therapy, relaxation, sports and exercise, Reiki, kinesiology, light therapy, massages, foot reflexology and more, brought people healing.

With the advent of the Aquarian Age, in which we become more aware of our responsibility towards our health (generating karma by cause and effect), also the spiritual side often will be found. Yoga classes are now generally well frequented. A logical consequence is to meditate at home, the way inward, to get deeper insights into our affairs.

Mystic Sonia Bos, founder of the Aquarian Mysticism has for more than 25 years passed cosmic teaching to humans through lectures and theme days, including topics in the area of many diseases. (See the extensive disease registry - in Dutch - on her website). She gave thereby always indications on how we, through meditation, are able to utilize the power of our spirit and creative force. Sonia has always emphasized that initially the regular health care is the appropriate way. Meditation can be a nice complement to search deeper within yourself to find out why you at some point develop a particular illness.

The Aquarian Mysticism is based on reincarnation and that our soul is the sum of all our previous lives. Complaints and ailments are addressed holistically as you will see it from all sides: the physical, mental, emotional and spiritual causes. Regarding the latter, for example you could think of something you've brought from a previous life, and that in this time with our increased awareness, it can be resolved. Think of unexplained fears for fire (killed by fire), water (drowned in a past life), violence (killed in a war), cats (thrown before the lions).

Sonia Bos has taught us to take responsibility for our own lives and encouraged to search for the root causes of our suffering, so it can come to the surface and through our self-healing can be healed and released.

Prevention is better than cure

At this time of the year the flu begins to show up. If you ever want to practice meditation, look in the right column of the website of Sonia Bos at the Meditation to strengthen your immune system.

Perhaps you'll find her article on The unaffordable health care in the left column also worthwhile reading!

New additional Aquarian Mysticism

On December 16th, I went to the Christmas lecture, held by Annemiek van der Zant, on The female Christ, a new energy. She too, like Sonia Bos at the time, has direct access to the akasha of the Source of Life, the Sofia. According to Sonia Bos this is the road we will all choose to follow. So why not start right away! Through awareness we come into contact with our higher self, our soul, where our contact with the Creator in us can take place.

In her previous lecture Annemiek revealed on 12/12/12: Ancient structures that do not serve the world, are further degraded. And new structures are being built. The new era will bring healing and harmonizes our soul and personality again. From inside we can release old traumas and karma. 
So choose for it!

Christmas Lecture: 21/12/12 is the last day of the Piscean Age. At 22/12/12 the Aquarian Age officially began, which will bring love and unity, because we chose for it! The female Christ takes her place; she is the direct connection between the Universal Christ and humanity. The human, (both male and female!) takes his/her responsibility, stands up and lives from the 5th dimension, where he/she has the ability to create his/her own reality. Letting go old parts (such as stuck emotions like anger) is the key to connect with this new energy. A simple aid for this is deep breathing, whereby you consciously choose that you do not join the old ‘game’ any longer. Or give yourself permission to enjoy life.

Annemiek van der Zant 

is inspired directly by the Source (for additional Aquarian Mysticism) and fits in well where Sonia Bos has ceased. She held a lecture on September 23rd with the topic Working for the world, in which the first realization symbol, the White Flame (in the White Rose, universal love) was released (fifth dimension) to shape the new world in your meditations. Annemiek provides unforgettable and life-changing travels, gives training and as a spiritual coach, she can assist in alleviating your personal development. Also for young people!

Would you like to stay informed about the progress of innovation in this Aquarian time, go to the website of Annemiek van der Zant in the right sidebar and press the English flag in the upper right corner.

Sonia Bos

Of course, Sonia Bos is the founder of the Aquarian Mysticism and was the spokeswoman until 2009. At Sonia's webshop her life work during more than 25 years in the form of books, notebooks, readers and CDs with the original lectures and theme days can be ordered. See the sidebar for the hyperlink.